re: my subject, maybe something like "If I knew that it meant something to her, if I knew that she understood what it was all about, and that this was just her not wanting to write about it, or not having anything to write about, it'd be okay."
Of course, if she didn't get it, that *WOULD* be aggravating. Though... really, I'm not sure if I would have really "gotten" it as a teen myself. (Of course, that's probably *WHY* it would be so aggravating for me... seeing something that bugs me about my past self.)
Maybe you want certainty?
re: my subject, maybe something like "If I knew that it meant something to her, if I knew that she understood what it was all about, and that this was just her not wanting to write about it, or not having anything to write about, it'd be okay."
Of course, if she didn't get it, that *WOULD* be aggravating. Though... really, I'm not sure if I would have really "gotten" it as a teen myself. (Of course, that's probably *WHY* it would be so aggravating for me... seeing something that bugs me about my past self.)