There was something about that, the desire to score points over he desire to *say something*, that influenced my decision to move on as well.

And, there was something about the fact that the ideas can be dangerous if abused, which I think ties into the 'dramatics' issue.

But I think that the thing that bothered me the most was that there was some loss in balance, or desire for balance, or something. Or, maybe it was just that it took many years for my dreams to die, and see what the place really was... just a place. One that is what it's made to be, and one I didn't have time and energy for.