I was going to write some sarcastic, snarky, pithy comment about her comments, but I'm shaking too much.

The sad thing is, as a parent of a high functioning autistic kid, I've wondered some of those things -- is it something I did? or didn't do? am I just a crappy parent who can't instill discipline that my eleven year old throws tantrums? We work and we work on things getting better, and they do up to a point, and then things go to hell, and I keep wondering.. is it me?

Shit, I'm crying.