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rivka ([personal profile] rivka) wrote2008-06-30 10:23 am
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Nothing Bad Has Happened Yet.

So, um. I'm pregnant again.

I'm eight weeks along. On Friday I had an ultrasound - the first time I've ever had one this early - and saw a little grey ovoid blob with a tiny rapid flicker on one side. That was the heartbeat. The fetus is measuring exactly on pace for calendar dates (1.2cm long), and the heartbeat is 136bpm, which is excellent for this stage of development.

So things are hopeful, but. This is my third pregnancy, and I have one kid. So we're not exactly 100% yay-hooray-let's-decorate-the-nursery yet.

This is, on the one hand, further along than I ever got the last time. To the best of our providers' understanding, in the last pregnancy fetal parts never developed (just a placenta) and there was certainly never a heartbeat. On the other hand, though, last time I made it five weeks further than this before suddenly there was blood and disaster.

I'm having some hormone issues in this pregnancy. My levels of HCG, the "pregnancy hormone," have been beautifully high and enthusiastically doubling from the very start. (Midwifery model or no, we have been monitoring the hell out of things this time around.) My progesterone levels are a different story. They started out on the low-ish side, and then dipped lower instead of increasing. So I've been taking progesterone supplements for the past 3.5 weeks. They seem to be working. So far.

I feel very, very pregnant. The first trimester symptoms are all present and accounted for. Of course, they were last time as well.

We are hopeful that sometime in the second week of February there will be a baby. Hopeful, but not, you know, sure. I'm adopting as my mantra a phrase from the defunct-and-disappeared blog Chez Miscarriage: Nothing Bad Has Happened Yet.

Nothing Bad Has Happened Yet. Which is a good place to be.

[identity profile] ex-serenejo.livejournal.com 2008-06-30 04:09 pm (UTC)(link)
I was thinking about you literally moments before I logged on, and wondering if you were pregnant again yet. Mazel tov! May nothing bad happen.

[identity profile] mizchalmers.livejournal.com 2008-06-30 04:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Another stranger on the Internet crosses all fingers and toes. February is a good birth month. It's my birth month.

[identity profile] juliansinger.livejournal.com 2008-06-30 04:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Hey! A cautious hurrah! We will continue hoping nothing egregiously bad happens in future, either.

[identity profile] aloha-moira.livejournal.com 2008-06-30 04:49 pm (UTC)(link)
All sounds good so far! Here's hoping the all good/no bad continues. :)
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[personal profile] pameladean 2008-06-30 05:00 pm (UTC)(link)
May all be well. I'm thinking of you guys.

P.

[identity profile] jonquil.livejournal.com 2008-06-30 05:04 pm (UTC)(link)
God bless the two of you.

And HURRAY.

Last week you made it five weeks further with no fetus; I don't think that counts as track record against a pregnancy with a fetus who has a heartbeat. I know you'll keep worrying, and I would too, but you are, to put it another way, eight weeks farther with a healthy fetus than you were last time.

[identity profile] okoshun.livejournal.com 2008-06-30 05:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Congratulations and sending good thoughts.
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[personal profile] redbird 2008-06-30 05:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Mazel tov, and I hope everything goes smoothly.

[identity profile] iamjw.livejournal.com 2008-06-30 05:15 pm (UTC)(link)
GoodThoughts on the way that Nothing Bad continues to happen.

[identity profile] cynthia1960.livejournal.com 2008-06-30 05:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Good thoughts are enroute!

[identity profile] kcobweb.livejournal.com 2008-06-30 05:52 pm (UTC)(link)
NBHHY!

I miss that blog.


Just what I was thinking.

Also: YAY!

[identity profile] writingortyping.livejournal.com 2008-06-30 05:52 pm (UTC)(link)
I second that beautiful thought and send gentle, positive thoughts in your direction.

[identity profile] malibrarian.livejournal.com 2008-06-30 05:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Things will go better this time. Best of luck from Disneyland!

[identity profile] sashajwolf.livejournal.com 2008-06-30 06:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Wow! Yay and good wishes! That's a great icon, too.

[identity profile] tsjafo.livejournal.com 2008-06-30 06:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Congratulations!

[identity profile] stevendj.livejournal.com 2008-06-30 06:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Good luck!

[identity profile] sistercoyote.livejournal.com 2008-06-30 06:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Congratulations, and please take care of yourself.

Good luck!

(Anonymous) 2008-06-30 07:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Best wishes from another stranger.

-Sumana H.

[identity profile] ororo.livejournal.com 2008-06-30 07:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Good thoughts and best wishes. And hugs, if you like.

[identity profile] castiron.livejournal.com 2008-06-30 08:04 pm (UTC)(link)
May things continue to be Unbad!

[identity profile] zanawake.livejournal.com 2008-06-30 08:31 pm (UTC)(link)
*sending good wishes*

[identity profile] ricevermicelli.livejournal.com 2008-06-30 08:56 pm (UTC)(link)
More good thoughts!

[identity profile] erbie.livejournal.com 2008-06-30 09:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Congratulations! Good thoughts for a healthy baby in February 2009!

With my second, my progesterone levels were low at first as well. I did the suppositories (fun fun!) until week 12 or so, when the placenta takes over from the corpus luteum. I have no idea if my levels were low with the first baby, because I don't think they measured it. Or if they did, they didn't mention it.

[identity profile] micheinnz.livejournal.com 2008-06-30 09:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Hope hope hope!

[identity profile] erisian-fields.livejournal.com 2008-06-30 09:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Congratulations! I send all the good vibes your way. :)

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