rivka

I think it makes a lot of sense, that now you have time to think about what happened, and worse, what could have happened, you are feeling pretty shaky. But also don't underestimate how much additional pressure you've been under lately. A single crack in the edifice of "holding it all together" might not just unleash anxiety about your house falling down on your husband, it might also let go plenty of the other stress, anxiety, worry, fatigue, anger etc. that you've worked so hard to keep in their place lately.