Insanity report.
Feb. 14th, 2003 08:08 amI woke up at 5:45 this morning for a 6:15 Pilates class.
I'm not a morning person. I'm really not a morning person. I'm usually up until around 1am, and then I reluctantly drag myself out of bed at 7:15 and wake up very, very slowly via a hot shower, a cup of tea, and the Internet. I'm lucky if I'm alert by the time I'm facing my first client. Not a morning person, okay?
Last night I went to sleep by 11 so that I'd have a fighting chance of making it to the class. At one, I jolted awake: I have to get up! I looked at the clock and fell back asleep, but it was pretty much like that all night. Somehow I'd imprinted too strongly on the fact that I had to get up early, and I kept jerking awake to check the time. Ironically, when the alarm actually rang at 5:45, I lay in bed for several minutes trying to decide if I really wanted to get up. (Answer: no, but I did it anyway.)
Here's the insane part: I think I'm going to go again next week.
I really liked the instructor. She's a physical therapist by training, and teaches a form of Pilates that's been slightly modified for use in rehab settings. As she taught each exercise, she offered us alternatives: "If you have back problems, just do [this]. If this is too hard for you, go back to doing [previous]. If you want a little more challenge, try [modification]." I really liked that she didn't assume that everyone should be on the same level.
This is the first exercise class I've ever taken. All my exercise to date has been individually paced - even when I've exercised with someone else (hiking with
wcg, working with my personal trainer), it's been geared to my specific ability level. I had no idea whether I'd be able to keep up with a class, but I surprised myself by doing very well. I mean, I don't think I did all the exercises perfectly - there's a lot to keep track of in Pilates, and having the right form will take practice - but I didn't ever have to drop out and rest, and I did everything but one brief exercise that involved something orthopedically forbidden. My strength training has obviously made a dramatic difference in my abilities - there's no way I could have done this class when I first started exercising last summer.
Pilates feels very right for me. It's focused on strength, flexibility, balance, muscle control, posture - all things that I want to improve. I can tell that it will teach me to be more mindful of my body, how it's positioned and how it moves. There's no bouncing or impact or sudden movements that might strain my hip. Today's class made me work hard, but it didn't exhaust me or push me to pain or focus my attention on my limitations. It felt good. Really good.
I'm not a morning person. I'm really not a morning person. I'm usually up until around 1am, and then I reluctantly drag myself out of bed at 7:15 and wake up very, very slowly via a hot shower, a cup of tea, and the Internet. I'm lucky if I'm alert by the time I'm facing my first client. Not a morning person, okay?
Last night I went to sleep by 11 so that I'd have a fighting chance of making it to the class. At one, I jolted awake: I have to get up! I looked at the clock and fell back asleep, but it was pretty much like that all night. Somehow I'd imprinted too strongly on the fact that I had to get up early, and I kept jerking awake to check the time. Ironically, when the alarm actually rang at 5:45, I lay in bed for several minutes trying to decide if I really wanted to get up. (Answer: no, but I did it anyway.)
Here's the insane part: I think I'm going to go again next week.
I really liked the instructor. She's a physical therapist by training, and teaches a form of Pilates that's been slightly modified for use in rehab settings. As she taught each exercise, she offered us alternatives: "If you have back problems, just do [this]. If this is too hard for you, go back to doing [previous]. If you want a little more challenge, try [modification]." I really liked that she didn't assume that everyone should be on the same level.
This is the first exercise class I've ever taken. All my exercise to date has been individually paced - even when I've exercised with someone else (hiking with
Pilates feels very right for me. It's focused on strength, flexibility, balance, muscle control, posture - all things that I want to improve. I can tell that it will teach me to be more mindful of my body, how it's positioned and how it moves. There's no bouncing or impact or sudden movements that might strain my hip. Today's class made me work hard, but it didn't exhaust me or push me to pain or focus my attention on my limitations. It felt good. Really good.
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Date: 2003-02-14 05:44 am (UTC)you don't have to answer that if you don't want to, just curious, as it reminds me of some of my old ones.
Re: where
Date: 2003-02-14 11:25 am (UTC)It's the Hebrew form of my given name, and as such it's been a nickname of mine since childhood.
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Date: 2003-02-14 05:44 am (UTC)All appointments should be in the middle of Tuesday, Wednesday or Thursday, to minimise the horror of alarm clocks.
I hope to get back to aikido once we're moved, for many of the same reasons as you cite for going on with Pilates. (Not as in Pontius, I assume :-)
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Date: 2003-02-14 11:38 am (UTC)Oh, that's fascinating. So I guess that on days when you're hoping to get some extra rest, the best thing to do is schedule an early morning appointment to ensure that you sleep in?
I hope to get back to aikido once we're moved, for many of the same reasons as you cite for going on with Pilates. (Not as in Pontius, I assume :-)
Heh, no. "Pih-LAH-tees." But now I'm tempted to pronounce it the other way.
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Date: 2003-02-15 03:49 am (UTC)It's not all a bed of roses, being a morning person :-) The obvious corollary is being a narcoleptic dormouse after about 21:00. But my big problem is being a neurotic lark.
So I guess that on days when you're hoping to get some extra rest, the best thing to do is schedule an early morning appointment to ensure that you sleep in?
I obviously mis-explained myself :-) I generally get good rest when I don't have a lie-in. If I have a lie-in, it is almost exclusively because I slept badly, and I still feel like crap even after the lie-in. My partners are still trying to teach me to do "I'm beautifully rested, but I'm just going to lounge around here with you some more" type lie-ins.
Heh, no. "Pih-LAH-tees." But now I'm tempted to pronounce it the other way.
I live to deprave :-)
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Date: 2003-02-14 06:21 am (UTC)And wow, go you for taking an exercise class. You're a better man than I, Gunga Din.
-J
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Date: 2003-02-14 06:50 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-02-14 07:09 am (UTC)i just started a tai chi class, and when i was researching the school, i relaxed a lot when i found out one of their instructors (coincidentally the one who is teaching my class!) is disabled. okay! these people understand about dealing with disabled people! i'll go here! whee!
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Date: 2003-02-14 11:33 am (UTC)That's so cool! I'll be interested in hearing all about it, and especially about how well it adapts, because tai chi is something I've wanted to try for a while now. I've been reluctant to pay for a whole course without having any idea about whether I'd actually be able to do it, though.
I'm excited that your tai chi teacher will be disabled. It's a cool thing about my gym that a number of disabled people work out there -at the very least, there's me, a couple of guys in wheelchairs, and a guy with CP, and almost certainly there are other folks whose disabilities are invisible. It makes me so much more comfortable hanging out there.
I went up to the Pilates instructor after class and told her that I had an artificial hip and a lower spinal fusion, and that if she saw me modifying exercises, that was why. She said, "Oh! Okay. So you feel like you know what the best modifications are for you? Great, let me know if you want any suggestions." I was pleased that she trusted me to know what I can do - I have fewer restrictions on my movement than many people with artificial hips, because my joint placement was so good, and I don't like being second-guessed.
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Date: 2003-02-14 03:23 pm (UTC)I've been doing Pilates at home, and really enjoy it. In winter I ride an exercycle for aerobic work, but while that's doing great things to my legs I need some form of strength training as well, and it's highly unlikely I'm ever going to take myself to a gym.
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Date: 2003-02-15 03:41 pm (UTC)I had problems with my own time trying tai chi because I found a course that was an extension of a kung fu schoo, and they didn't want to adapt, and tried to get me to do things that would really hurt my hip.
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Date: 2003-02-14 08:12 am (UTC)I'm so very, very glad that you enjoyed your Pilates class. It sounds like the instructor is very good, but I'm also not surprised. That sort of "alternative levels given during a group class" is at the core of Pilates method philosophy.
If you managed to complete the hundred on your first run through, I'm very impressed. I forgave myself for the lack of stamina when I started, because I had just come out of a run of bronchitis, but it was hard!
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Date: 2003-02-14 11:24 am (UTC)Yeah, I figured you would be. How many years has it been since you started urging me to take one? *grin*
If you managed to complete the hundred on your first run through, I'm very impressed. I forgave myself for the lack of stamina when I started, because I had just come out of a run of bronchitis, but it was hard!
I'm tempted to just sit here soaking up credit, but I should probably clarify instead. The instructor said that one of the differences between the Pilates method she was trained in and "classic" Pilates is that we won't be doing specific set routines. So you may be referring to something I didn't have to do.
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Date: 2003-02-15 03:37 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-02-14 11:41 am (UTC)It occurs to me that, since you were traveling all summer, you may not know that I've been exercising several times a week since May, including weight training three times a week since September. I'm in better physical condition than I've ever been in my life.
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Date: 2003-02-15 03:29 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-02-14 09:41 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-02-14 10:58 am (UTC)Yay exercise indeed.
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Date: 2003-02-15 03:27 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-02-14 12:51 pm (UTC)I appreciate the focus on core strength (which helps my back a lot), flexibility, and balance. Given that out of all the physical disciplines I've had contact with, the two things that fit the best for me are ballet and belly dance, Pilates slots very neatly into my areas of semi-competency and, er... best grokking?
I need to get out my videos and the new DVD I bought and run through the routines again this weekend.
I empathize with you on the "waking up all night" thing. I think that's the reason that I inevitably have insomnia/frequent awakenings on Monday nights, because Tuesday is my one day that I have to be up at a wickedly early hour. I also get that when I have an early morning plane flight. It's murder.